Tuesday, February 09, 2010 @ 10:23 am
i've never felt so indifferent before. am becoming callous to many many things. this ain't good. shrugs. i dun even know whether what i'm learning is good or bad.
for example,
1) it's enough having just that bunch of people who are close and true. for the others, know only enough to be able to deal with them properly. don't bother about the rest.
2) it doesn't matter whether we've met a person once or a zillion times. experience has taught me that humans are capricious, it doesn't matter if u've known them ur whole life, coz in that one single day all of them can turn their back on u.
3) there are no guarantees when it comes to relationships with people. no matter how careful u are, u can't tell what will happen one day to the next.
4) just shut both eyes, dun be bothered by what is not your business to mind.
sheeeeeeet lah. what kind of frigging holiday is this. i want to go back to singapore. i'm seriously considering not coming back to surabaya next holiday, or even if i do come back, then just for a short while.
let's get all these crap over and done with shall we? get the cny celebrations done, get grandpa's bday done, send those guests to a bali holiday. get everything off our backs and get on with life.
i shall spend most of my remaining holiday cooped in the room studying histology & embryology. the rest can go to damn hell. all these losers around me. blah.
i just dun care.
i just dun care.