Friday, January 08, 2010 @ 4:36 am
can't get to sleep all night. probably becoz of the irish coffee that i drank in the evening. rewatched Moulin Rouge yet again, coz neighbour was scraping on the violin and it was too annoying. no matter how many times i watch that movie, it's as poignant as if i am watching it for the first time. for the first time since i've watched this movie since forever, i'm kinda thinking that Christian is a coward. like come on lah ur girl is about to get eaten up by a bad guy on a gothic tower, and all u do is come up with a secret song? then singing it so that she gets screwed up and u're going to get urself killed? like HUH? why is it not him that went to save Satine from the Duke? why is it Le Chocolat and Harold Zidler? this guy is a useless bum. but can't help being attracted Ewan McGregor's acting. i think it's because of his acting that brought out those responses in Nicole Kidman. like aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh, i can feel myself melting when he sings lol. so when he was singing Your Song, i could see Nicole Kidman's eyes meeeeeeeeeeeeelttttttt away......... ah how can anyone resist such an expression?
i want to daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaance!!!!!!!! want to perform on stage =D i miss stepping out of the wings. that first step out of the stage wings, onto centrestage, and in that split second, all of my anxiety and burden washes away. and it's a heaven out there =D once again it's the dance withdrawal symptoms coming along. sighs.
holidays is sooooo close wooohoooo! =D so many things happening and so many things to look forward to. and then again, as many anxieties too. nevertheless, it's gonna be awesome =D
grandpa's 90th birthday!!! =D what should i wear? =D
okay so i decided to not sleep and start the day early =D good morning! =D