Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 9:02 pm
what a weird xmas. i realised that things are no longer as innocent as it were before. some things that are meant to be harmless somehow turn out to be, i dunno, over-interpreted. maybe it's time for me to stop going nuts. i'm no longer in IP. i'm having a Peter Pan complex right now, i want to stay a child forever. but age and stage no longer allows for that. even being innocent is taken too far forward. haha. even friendships are harder to keep. =shrugs= i'm not sure if i'm ready to say goodbye to Neverland >.<
another urge to sit at an empty park staring at nothingness.
