Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 8:11 pm
it's saturday night. biology book. eyes sore from studying. exams looming. sleep broken by endless countless dreams, the manifestation of daily anxiousness. how would it feel like if i took a walk outside right now in the cold? i miss taking long walks and having long chats. will i die from the cold if i take a long walk now? this sudden urge to take a walk is overwhelming. 12 degrees. ahh. the temptation. recalling my walks with so many people. just walking, just talking, private but free. when was the last time that happened? a nice long walk with someone close, just enjoying each other's company. breathing in the air. it's not nice to take walks alone.
wondering that if i did go out right now, would the wind bite? would i shudder and shiver from the cold? would it brush me awake?
for a moment right there i feel asphyxiated.
