Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 7:18 pm
got annoyed coz comp had some random virus and couldn't come online the whole day until like now. been trying for half a day. sighs.
got annoyed coz treasurer dun want to take the textbook/class tee money from me when i gave it to him. and it was EXACT AMOUNT, dun even need change. then class rep called me up and wanted the money by today i was like hey i gave it to treasurer he dun want. he was like, oh yeah? (so innocently) at first he wanted me to pay on my own and i was like u pay for me first i give u on monday. then i called up female class rep and said, hey if ur BEST FRIEND dun want to pay for me first, u get the treasurer to pay since he's the one who dun want my money in the first place. FED UP. okay it's a small thing and i shouldn't get so pissed and all that but ARGH. i've realised one thing. guys who are useless give women a HUGE headache. GARH. damn annoyed.
went out to town today. bought leg warmer arm warmer. am fully armoured against the cold now. omg so cold. 7 degrees. switching on the heater all day will only mean my electricity bill gonna shooooooooooot up like mad. i dun like watching the landlord grin with overt pleasure when i hand him so much money. plus watching my account balance decrease. it's enough i had to pay so much for that cheaterbug ass courier guy today. argh.
so i got sick of being nice to people today. i went out being firm, quiet, and cold. like just totally nonchalant and unfeeling. ha. salesgirls. lol. went to Watson's to get body scrub. and the salesgirl was like, u're not from Guangzhou are u? i went, Nope. then she continued, are u from Tibet? i went, Nope. inside i was like, OMG TIBETAN WOMEN BATHE ONLY 3 TIMES THEIR WHOLE LIFETIME!!!! that's what i heard from tour guide. hello i bathe twice a day thank u very much?! sighs. i know i dun look anywhere like a local though. i dun wear chilli red shirt, hot pink sweater and chilli red tights all at the same time. i dun wear purple with bright lime green. plus i DON'T STINK. hen i was looking for a shoe tree, and asked a salesgirl in a shoe shop if the sell it. she went on and on and on and on in those very annoying high-pitched ear-piercing voice about how u dun need a shoe tree and i was like, so wun it lose its shape? and she was like no lllaaaaaah, just put it in the box. i got annoyed, kept my silence and walked away briskly. no point squabbling, seriously, ha. dun want to sell or dun have i dunno, fine, not as if i can't find one in this big wide world. i'll go SINGAPORE, okay? contribute to other economy. can't u all stop talking as if the other person is dumb?!!! i just win the game by staying cool, by not stooping to their level.
then i went to another shop to get body shop body lotion, coz my skin is peeeeeling. the salesgirl there went, ah ur grocery bag is nice! i was like yeah, thanks. and she kept reading 1986, 1...9...8...6..... like 3 times. and i was like -.- inside i went, no matter how u try to rmb the brand u wun find it anywhere in china. coz it's a victoria's secret freebie when my sis bought stuffs last time. =.=''''''''''' plus the brand is not 1986. always read the fine print, my dear, it's the teenyweeny Victoria's Secret below the 1986. lol. i'm so mean omg. then when i was paying for the thing, i said thanks when i received the change. then the cashier finally realised, and added, we should be the one thanking u instead. i just walked away silently. lol. so mean lah silvia.... haiz.
that's why when i go around alone in this place i become an ice queen. i dun win with words, i win by staying on top of it all, leaving all of them to crumble in their own shame for being so arrogant.
all of them can tell i'm not local, coz i dun dress like one i dun smell like one i dun walk like one, although i look so chinese. and i'm so not gonna blend in. so i show them something called DIGNITY.