it's the day before the release of A-level results and all of sudden, i'm feeling "undefined". like i don't know what's coming next, what's going to happen after that, where i'll go next, what i'm gonna do, whether things will be good or bad. i hate it when so many things are at stake on just one thing. suddenly, the 'me' that i've built up over the years is all frazzled, fuzzy and fizzled out. undefined.