Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 8:35 pm
i learn a lot when i'm here. even when half the time i'm so bored counting money that i have to sms ly (in vietnam) and andre (in singapore) to pass the time. i guess i never stop learning =D and that's great. observing business operations and stuffs, i realise how terribly difficult it is to be an adult. which is why this year during my birthday i was kinda wishing that time would stop. i dun want to get any older than i am now. i think presently i'm in my life's 'golden moment'. not too many responsibilities and worries, but with enough maturity to look at life with a critical mind. i dun want to become an adult.
another thing that i observed is this paradox in dealing with people. with people, we have to be friendly but remain wary of them. my parents have several employees and numerous friends and acquaintances, but there can never be complete trust. in the adult world complete trust is hardly feasible. that's kinda sad. but we can't be mean to everyone either because we are social beings and we need one another. that's why i guess we need to be friendly, but wary of one another. i really dun wanna get older. i want to just stick with things this way. =((( i dun like.
i have progressed in the making of my dress although it is hardly much due to my inaptitude in dealing with the sewing machine. poets are right. it's machine over (wo)man. had to pick out a lot of my stitches. am still learning. i went for aerobics today. 1 hour class. not enough. just when my abs are going to hurt, class is over. so when are my muscles gonna develop? i miss 3 hour dance sessions during chinese dance. and ballet killer classes. haha. i'm going for ballet next week, 1 hour only too. SIAN. but i'm going for jazz too. FINALLY. haha. one dream about to come true. am looking forward. jazz is cool =D haha. i realise that i'm happiest dancing and after dancing. the high feeling is unimitable.
i just got a conditional offer from University of Sydney for Vet Science. I dunno if my mum will allow me to go. it seems almost unlikely. sighs. but i do want to do vet science.