Don't laugh at this post! But all I really want to talk about is this beautiful, beautiful weather. It's my kind of perfect weather! It's so cooling, with white and grey clouds mingling together in the blue sky. The air is cool, the water running through the taps are awakeningly cold, but my heart is warm! Warmed by the cool air, because this weather is so fantastic. The kind of weather that makes me want to lie on an endless field of green green grass, lying on my back and watching the clouds go by. Feel the breeze sweeping through the fields, watching tall grasses swaying in the wind. If I could climb a tree, I would! If I had a horse, I would ride in the fields, then exhausted, dismount and roll on the sweet grass as if it's made of cotton. I just love dreaming! Haha. I hope Heaven has this weather, and sweet grass, and horses, and a running brook, a shady tree, and a field full of flowers!!!

Ha! I have found the alternative to marrying a rich husband and earning big bucks to build a 3 storey house with a huge garden and horses and a library full of books and a dance studio at the top floor. I think next time I won't have a house at all! I'll just buy a piece of land and plant it with tulips, sunflowers and jasmines! Plant fruit trees and I can eat the fruits. Then I'll live in a tent and camp. Bathe in public toilets so I don't have to pay the bills! Hahahahaha. I don't need to build a dance studio then coz I can just dance amongst the flowers in the garden! =D Wait, I'll need a garden hose to water the plants. Or I can do a rain dance in the garden so that the water will come free of charge from the sky! Haha. If only life is that simple, though I think I can be happy just leading such a life.

Prelims are going to be over real soon and I can't wait! I want to get a portable hard drive once exams are over, coz I need somewhere to store all of my entertainment stuff coz I don't want the laptop to lag. I just can't wait for A levels to be over, for this part of my life to be over, so I can move on to the next stage. I need change! A change of environment, a new breath of air, a change of myself, and a change of neighbours! The neighbours upstairs and some people are getting on my nerves all the time and I have let them make me a more and more disagreeable person. I need better neighbours than those who jump and hop and bounce and play marbles like there's no tomorrow when I'm trying to study how germ-line gene therapy works. GOSH. How I wish I live on the eighth floor so I can skip rope everyday during their exam period. HA!!!!

I need to exercise more self-control.

Oh and I'm so happy about a recent decision that I have made after such a long long time of consideration. I'm once again a free soul, free to run, free to jump, free to swim, free to love! Whee!!~

Mum asks me why I'm so relaxed during prelims, since despite horrible papers, I still go home smiling. And despite not understanding the ethical implications of gene therapy and plant cloning, I still go to swim in the morning and take walks in the evening. This is what I learnt from the family pig, that being stressed doesn't make you work any better, so why stress?

Lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I wonder if I'll be this happy when I get my prelim results back)