Bleagh. The worst thing to hit me. I feel totally uninspired. Not because of mugging, because I do enjoy sitting down and studying, or doing questions. It just feels so constipated that I want to say something but don't feel compelled to say anything, and that although I feel like writing some poems, even if they are lousy, but I don't feel inspired to write any!!! Roars. Gosh I feel like chasing butterflies in a flower field. Random stuff.

My fave colour for the past few months: Blue (of any shade, but esp esp bright blue) Can't help it that blue is such a fascinating and cool colour. Can be deep and elegant, like royal blue, or just bright and cheery, like seaside blue, or sky blue. I believe my next colour of inspiration will be purple. I'm past black, brown, and pink. I remember how my wardrobe was filled with black, after which brown was added when the black clothes were fading. Somehow PINK came in, pastel pink, not hot pink. Then white, then a splash of yellow, which is gone now, then white again. Then blue just flowed into place, and purple has made its presence! Oh and of course, prints. Where do they fit in? I dunno. rawr.

Olympics: Besides the ooh-ing and aaah-ing at all the top athletes, I feel really really uninspired. I have no idea why! Opening ceremony was really wonderful. On the other hand the murder of the American was totally (i dunno what to say). But after all of these, those things about "excellence, friendship and respect" are not getting to me. Sighs. Uninspired!!!!!!! Yawns.

Da:ns Fest: I thought nothing can make me more excited than dance festival, and yes it's true. I'm so UNexcited by other things now. I just can't wait to watch the ballets!!!! Love it love it love it love it. Ahhhhhh, whoever who wants to go please tell me!! I MUST watch it this year!!!! need inspiration from them. ack.

Russia and Georgia: More fighting. when is this gonna enddddddddddddddddddddd? I just don't care anymore. (This is a really really bad sign of creeping insensitivity to the outside world. But seriously, I'm waiting for eternal sleep to come and hit me. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. If not for lit and GP, I won't make my presence known in school. Grrs.)

My wish: I wish for no school until prelims!!! Can't we just be left alone to study like the independent learners we ought to be now that we're at the end of the high school education system? I'm grateful for teachers who drum in the essence of education, who don't focus solely on grades. We shouldn't be talking about quality grades (As and Bs), but about quality THINKERS! people who actually THINK about the things they're mugging for.

i'm soooooooooooo bored i wish a meteor would come and visit the earth and there will be some electromagnetic something and school will not open tomorrow! or is it today since it's past midnight? i haven't studied for chem test. GRAH.

i leave you with a pic of tulips.

and cardcaptor sakura in a kimono. i want to live in sakura's world. syaoran, i want you! hahahaha.