Thursday, July 03, 2008 @ 11:11 pm
Homesickness. Again. Gosh. When am I going to finally shake this feeling off? I thought eleven years are enough to develop immunity to it. Apparently not. Maybe I'm not as independent and freed as I think I am. Haha. Or maybe this is the effect of listening to the wonderful emo song, Bye Bye by Mariah Carey. I want to huggggggggggggg my parents real bad. Snuggle up next to them and eat a whole tub of ice cream and watch reruns of old Jackie Chan movies with bad Indonesian dubbing on their bed at midnight. I can't wait to finish A-levels and return home. To finally get some time to connect with my family, especially my grandparents. I'm so excited about post A level stuff, and it's not only about Prom Night. It's about FINALLY being able to abandon all my textbooks in Singapore, and go home WITHOUT homework. For the first time in my entire life. Even though it sounds really silly, but it's super unfair that I'm stripped of my chance to spend quality time with people whom I love for like most of my life. I need to express my love you know, so that I won't have any regrets. I must cherish, so that I can learn to let go and move on with my life. Ah, good night now =) Shall go visit my little haven in my dreams.