your light will shine when all else fades
Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 5:04 pm
Wouldn't it be nice if there's a computer game that allows you to create your own heaven? Sometimes I wish that I can create an oasis in the middle of this world, somewhere that I can just live in forever, and I won't need/want to step out of it again. I've been dreaming of what Heaven will be like since I was a kid. Not that I'm eager to move on to the other world, just that I can't help but wonder. If I can create a haven, it will be a rolling meadow full of flowers in full bloom. Flowers that are in full bloom forever. There will be trees by the side of the meadow where I can sit under their shadows and spend my time looking at the rolling clouds above. And there will be animals! Lovely animals everywhere, gentle and dear, who I can befriend and hug. Of course, there must be a white Arab horse. Strong but gentle, with a mane of pure white, beautiful like the rising moon. There'll be a soft breeze sweeping through the scene. And peace, pure peace will run through my heart.
Perhaps what I really need is just inner peace.
Sometimes, I can't help but think that the world might be better if humans didn't step in to destroy all of Nature. Maybe I'm just being too harsh to my own species. *shrugs*