Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 8:30 pm
i really need a microchip brain lar.sheesh. permanent headache and shoulder stiffness. it was so bad today that i had to take panadol and a one hour nap. feel pretty relieved now. guess i never will have enough sleep. most of the time it's a compromise between sleeping and completing homework. and despite my great efforts in doing my work, nothing i produce is of good quality. silvia, silvia, where did u go? still can't rediscover myself. where's my source of joy? need to step back onto the stage. exasperated. i need to return to my haven. dance, embrace me.
observations of the behaviour of some people around me have made me pretty disappointed. these people, oh my goodness, are what the chinese call 井底之蛙,
narrow-minded, petty people. somehow i can't understand how people can be sooooo petty, spending so much time trying hard to justify their inactions. and their justifications are but circular arguments, or probably just informal fallacies. like come on, get a life. read the news. people are crying, starving, dying. if you have so much time, please go and spend your time helping others. don't need to make excuses for yourself. if u're bad, u're bad. if u did wrong, so u did. why get urself so wound up in excuses? busyness is a bad excuse. no matter how busy you are, you have no right to be insensitive to others. because the people around you have feelings, you have no right to hurt them. and because i love the people around me, i'll stand up for what is right, to protect those whom i love. and you can't beat me down =)