Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 8:29 pm
Backtrack the bad tracks I took,
Bracing up to face the mistakes made,
Failures committed.
A little broken, a little tired,
But not once regretted,
And not once giving up.
Taking that fall,
Bruises which came with it.
Getting back on the feet to a new beginning,
A clean slate to start over,
To learn from the past for building the future.
If you want something bad enough,
And work hard for it,
It'll come to you.
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Rawr. seems like a lot of people are overseas now and MSN is pretty empty. can't wait to go home. every day there's a drama happening across the ocean, and here i am stuck on this island. can't help but feel frustrated, and even fearful. this year is not full of good news, and many accidents have occured. though i have already realised the fragility of life and understood the meaning of death long long ago, i can't help but take life for granted sometimes. of course i treasure every moment, good and bad, but sometimes i wait. and maybe now i'm waiting for too long. like what ms chen said, u never know what's going to happen tmrw. and the worst thing that u can do is hold back, hold back your love, hold back your care and concern for others, only to know soon later that there will be no more chance to show anything. grandpa not doing too good either. damn i just want to abandon everything and go home. suddenly i feel like giving up my ballet exams, i just want to take care of the people around me, before i miss the chance. when commitments become a burden, do u give it up? how much time do i have left with the people i love? if i knew maybe i can make a schedule, but of course life is full of unexpected twists and turns. and i'm exasperated. can i FedEx my heart over, and leave my body here?
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No love songs,
Nor poems,
Can sing out the emotions
Swirling deep within.