your light will shine when all else fades
Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 9:39 pm
my goodness. my upstairs neighbours are bringing the ceiling down. children keep running around and screaming. ANNOYING!!! my mum says we (my siblings and i) dun make so much noise when we were kids. rawr. please lar, discipline ur children or get a landed property housing so u wun disturb ur neighbours so much. the night before GP paper they kept knocking on their floor --> MY CEILING. goodness. mum went up there and told them off. rawr. cracks are appearing on the ceiling. guess why.
anyway. games fest was surprisingly, FUN. I LOVE MY CLASS TO BITS!!! haha. so proud of the way we worked together. it's been such an infinitely long time since we've had spent a whole day together and just have fun. played floorball and captain's ball! and we won like so many times i can't count! and that's becoz of the awesome skills we have. lol. this is self-praise. but anyway, i only played 1 floorball game and 1 captain's ball game. most of the time i'm sitting in the shade watching the action and looking at the grass growing on the crevices of the grandstand floor. anyway, it was real cool. some people really have chemistry! haha. and Long. haha. okay dun say =D after that we went for lunch at Curry Wok. chatted and talked. Kim, i love you forever! and the day ended with a trip to NTUC at coro. rawr. i feel like a maid. let's all buy groceries and make ntuc rich so we can be given free eco-friendly bags and save the earth! muahaha. there are lotsa things to elaborate upon, but heh i dun feel like elaborating too much. in a lazy mood now. anyway, i love 02!!!!!!!!!
anyway, i've been thinking a lot lately. i've been thinking on how is it that when we let go of our rational thinking, and let the heart take reign instead. sometimes, the rational mind is forced to work ceaselessly so that we can deal with the challenging tasks of daily life. but when we take a step back, give our rational mind a rest, and let the heart take the lead, things do seem different. rationality and intuition may seem to be opposites, but when they work well together, life can be much easier. it's the tension of opposites that can yield wonderful results at times, like how the muscles of ur arms work. one contracts, the other relaxes, and ur arm can move! sometimes, i let my heart run loose, and just take time to listen to what it has got to say. very often, the heart speaks of contradiction. the heart speaks of fear, of love, of anger, and of many many things. the thing is, the heart feels, the mind thinks. and humans, despite work and despite academics, must never lose the ability to feel. there are times when the heart gives u inspiration, such a great inspiration that the mind is able to think better, work better. but there are times, times when ur rationality will go against ur heart. and when that fight happens. both heart and mind suffer. sigh.