Monday, October 29, 2007 @ 9:30 pm
can't believe that another year of schooling has gone past. next year, i'm IP4. how strange it is. i guess every1 feels the same way. when we were IP1 kids, we were looking ahead at how far away graduation seems. even tried to have our own IP2 'grad nite'. now that i think of it, graduation inchs closer and closer. not even IP4 yet, and i'm beginning to think of how terrible it will be to leave these friends i love. seems like i've made so many friends, each of them wonderful in their own way. yes i know i go around saying 'i love you' to so many of my girl frens, but hey i mean it okay =) lol.
this year as IP3 is kinda weird. the worst thing is quitting chinese dance. i was telling gloria that it felt like i lost my child. sigh... after quitting chinese dance, i feel so lost. so empty. and the feeling remains. tried to fill that hole in my heart with research, bio olympiad, CIP, and so many many things. but u know what, nothing can fill the place of dancing. miss all my seniors. miss going home with Jessica. wacky times with Mel and every1 else. Jian Fen my big sister.... Jacq. sigh. so many ppl whom i miss so much. Regina my ShiFu. =( dancing on stage. i really miss performing. so so so incredibly miss the stage. my paradise. my canvas of art. just moving, breathing, dancing with love and passion pouring out of my heart, flowing through every part of me. it's incredible. it's like a taste of heaven, an ecstasy beyond words. and yet, it's ripped from me. i await the day when i can embrace the stage once again -sigh-
PW has been a torture and a blessing all at the same time. bonded quite a fair bit with my beloved group members. but PW is so super time consuming it's like crap. only it's more bearable especially becoz of Gloria and Andrew, who always helped me with all of the InR, PI and EoM crap when my brain seems like it's plugged with some brain wax. Gloria who compiles everything and always has a kind whip in her hand. always spurring us to do our work on time. Andrew who never fails to irritate me with his lameness and innate irritating-ness, and encourages us all the time. though he never passes down SMSes from Ms Chen, still a good leader. haha. Zhang Kang, the analyser of the grp, silent but powerful. haha. Sophia, with providing all the food and sweets and sugar, and of course all of the IT and adobe photoshop stuff. pro girl. it's been nice working with this group. we're not powerful becoz of our skills, but powerful becoz of our cohesiveness. somehow we never quarrel and have no major conflicts. i guess we practise forebearance and well, we are SUCH NICE PEOPLE! haha. not particularly in love with Science Fiction and PW, but definitely in love with my group members! haha. it's crazy, but i'll miss the times. and of course, i'll continue the spirit of Solitaire! favourite pastime =) i got 8000+ high score k. TWICE! =D
shit i'm emo-ing. damn. okay. stop. for now. to be continued.