emotionally unstable day. i'm so easily affected by others. not good at all. sigh dunno why i'm so emo everytime the same thing provokes me. lol. and i find myself totally incoherent. i can't speak properly and pronounce my words correctly. haha. maybe i'm losing my speech motor skills. oh wells. and i dun even know what's drifting around in my head today. i said something kinda strong just now, "if you do things for portfolio, then you might as well dun come to school at all. it's like doing things for the sake of money." i guess he was stunned. but yeah that's what i believe in and i really dunno what spurred me to say that. should have greater self-restraint. =X
the other day Ly and I were talking of flowers, and i went to search on a few meanings behind flowers, pretty cool i must say.
- Baby's Breath - Everlasting Love
- Bird Of Paradise - Magnificence
- Buttercup - Cheerfulness
- Bouquet of withered flowers - Rejected love
- Carnation (white) -Sweet and lovely; innocence; pure love; woman's good luck gift
- Carnation (pink) - I'll never forget you
- Daffodil- Respect
- Daisy- Innocence
- Fern - Sincerity
- Forget-Me-Not - True love
- Gardenia - You're lovely; secret love
- Garlic - Courage; strength
- Jasmine - Amiability; attracts wealth
- Lavender - Devotion
- Mistletoe - Kiss me; affection; to surmount difficulties; sacred plant of India
- Orchid - Love; beauty; refinement; beautiful lady
- Rose (general)(Red) - Love ; I love you
- Rose( white) - Eternal Love ; innocence; heavenly; secrecy and silence
- Rose(pink) - Perfect happiness; please believe me
- Rose(Yellow) - Friendship ; jealousy; try to care
- Rose(Black) -Death
- Rose(red and white) - Together; unity
- Rose(thornless) - Love at first sight
- Rose( single, full bloom) - I love you; I still love you
- Rose bud - Beauty and youth ; a heart innocent of love
- Rose bud(red) - Pure and lovely
- Rose bud(white) - Girlhood
- Rosebud (moss) - Confessions of love
- Roses(Bouquet of full bloom) - Gratitude
- Sunflower - Loyalty; wishes
- Tulip(general) - Fame,charity; perfect lover
- Tulip(red) - Believe me; declaration of love
- Tulip(variegated) - Beautiful eyes
- Tulip(yellow) - Hopeless love
Amount of Roses and their meaning:
1 love at first sight
2 Mutal Feelings
3 I Love You
7 I'm infatuated w/you
9 together as long as we live
10 you're perfect
11 you're my treasured one
12 be my steady
13 forever friends
15 i'm really sorry
20 i'm sincere towards you
21 i'm comitted to you
36 i'll remember our romantic moments
40 my love is genuine
99 i'll love you till the day i die
100i'm totally devoted to you
101 you're my one and only
108 will you marry me?
999 my love will last till the end of time
My fave flowers:
