Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 8:54 pm
feel like laughing out loud. in joy? in happiness? or of sarcasm? i have no idea. thoughts that have reeled past my head. no idea what they are, but somehow i know what they are about. strange how things are. strange how i am. stranger than ever, more distant than ever. been emo-ing the whole open day! dunno what i was emo-ing about until i went out with ah mei! lol. i'm so not in touch with my feelings.
open day was damn sian. this year's open day is terrible. feels kinda empty this year. the whole event seems slip-shot. somehow. but wells. it's very funny how it is when all of the Chinese Drama people were crowding around DV club's booth instead of our own booth for a period of time. that was the time when DVC were playing our Ye Chuan video. man i miss those days! i really look forward to Colours Award! i want to relive the memories and the joy of Drama days. i'm nostalgic these days. haha. so some of us drama people went to sit in front of the DVC booth and watched our plays. very cool! very fun! very familiar =) it was so hilarious to see myself act like THAT during Ye Chuan. can't believe myself. i have talent in acting too! haha.
went out with Tse Mei for dinner. got tired of lurking around the Hall doing nothing. haha. since i was being nostalgic, i drank my childhood drink, F&N Outrageous Orange. i've stopped drinking carbonated drinks since Sec 1. but since Subway didn't have anymore lemon tea, i had to have carbonated drink. so i decided on the sweet orange liquid, that leaves a tingly sensation on my tongue. memories of my childhood returned as i sipped my drink. pleasant memories =) sweet.
Friends turned to strangers. Strangers turned to friends. (I'm talking like Thomas Becket!) haha. so many thoughts in my mind now. the teenage years are so hard to live through, this is the period of time when we change, our personalities, our behaviour, and all. this is the age where we undergo and experience many things which will ultimately shape us when we are adults. therefore, it is important to be aware of the path we're choosing and treading upon. i don't like what have been coming out of your mouth lately. so shocked at things you have said. i still can't believe my ears. i hope you'll come back to be yourself. soon.