Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 8:34 pm
the world is never fair. not the 1st time u've heard this, not the 1st time i've thought of this. and certainly not the last time all of us will hear of it. worked so hard. all of them. though i'm not part of it, i can't help but be furious and dejected. do u know how hard dancers torture themselves, just for the sake of performing? they work themselves the hardest of all people. they use every part of their brains and their muscles to dance. and the feeling is like heaven in hell. dunno wad else to say. but it's just damn shit. i don't admit the defeat. the reasons were stupid. freaking stupid. retarded. and when i thought some people would be more considerate enough, they were just freaking heartless. it's all right. i've always known the world to be heartless and selfish. as always, i've been proven right. AGAIN.
i learnt a lesson: dun aim too high, so that u wun fall from such a great height.
my eyes feel like ping-pong balls. sheesh. looks like i got boxed in the eye. eww.
AND PEOPLE, I'M NO LONGER IN CHINESE DANCE. SO STOP ASKING. DUN ASK WHY EITHER. THANK YOU. I'M NOT FEELING GOOD THAT I'M FORCED TO LEAVE, AND U ASKING ME IS NOT MAKING ME FEEL ANY BETTER. SO TWO WORDS: SHUT UP.