Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 11:05 pm
i just realised that now that my ballet exams are over, i only have dance once a week. 1 hour 30 mins. MY GOODNESS. HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE?!!! damn. i so want to die. i'll never live like that. imagine imagine imagine not dancing for so long. ONCE A WEEK? 1.5 HOURS? THIS IS TORTURE. damn. i want to dance more. i NEED to dance more. dunno if my mum will allow. but seriously, it's like the air is taken away from my lungs. dun care. i'll take up new dance class. maybe jazz or salsa or something cool. maybe tribal dance =DD lol. or maybe i'll take ballet majors... dammit. i need to dance. how can anyone bear to take away my life passion? haiz. how can i not dance? i can't imagine me dancing only once a week, i'll be a corpse. so yeah, be prepared to see a soul-less corpse walking around. i just want to die. my muscles will turn into fats. i'll just be a blob of fats. so gross. me not dancing? gross gross gross. let me die....
