Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 3:17 pm
choices choices and choices. confused. i don't even know how my future will look like. i don't know which path to take. so exhausted. battered by the winds and rains. sometimes all i want to do is just to take a quiet walk, keep a quiet mind, and just stay silent. it's not nice to have a scattered mind and sleepless nights. sometimes i just want to be a hermit, and not care about the world outside. not care about 'friends' who leave for no reasons, 'friends' who change into someone else i no longer recognise. not care about other people's opinions, not care about anything else in the world.
and now that my life is soon gonna only be between me and the dumb walls, it is time for me to experience more pain and grow up some more.
