Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 7:22 pm
think i'm going to die already. and it's barely the 1st month of school. dancing 6 times a week. danced till my feet went NUMB last night. and on tuesday, i had ballet till so late at night the shops were closing by the time my lesson ended. today's the only day i'm home early. and that's 3.40pm. and i had PE today. not much diff yeah. was almost late for school. woke up at 7.15 coz i couldn't get up this morning. could barely make it on time to assembly. was so tired this morning i told my mum i didn't want to go to school. and she scolded me lar >< haha.
besides, it's not like i'm getting much support for the hard work i put in. everytime i go home late, the whole house scolds me for taking up dance and dancing so hard. not as if i can help it. like i want it to be this way. which idiot would want to dance 6 times a week without pay? i don't mind if i'm a pro dancer and i get a salary for what i do. but the point is, i only get criticism, criticism, and more criticism. for putting in hard work, toil and sweat. whatever man. not as if i neglect my studies. i seize every damned free period to do those work. coz i have no time to do anything otherwise. and i'm sacrificing time to do those damned tutorials for venting my stress on this blog. opportunity cost. whatever. i'm not taking econs. E. literature rox forever and ever. =D
thank goodness i have fantastic frens keeping me sane. resolution until may: I will not sleep in lectures. i will do my work. i will not give up ><