your light will shine when all else fades
Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 6:32 pm
sick again. argh. the 3rd time in 2 months. the weather ain't helping either. sickness caused by stress, intensive dancing, and the stupid weather. and now my throat hurts like crap. my hands and feet are cold all the time, even during dance. argh. things are so not working out for me. haha. hope that next week will be better.
2 days to new year's day. it's rare that i have no resolutions when it's this close to the new year. i guess after u have lived for 16 years, new year's is not so special after all. usual goals still remain though (for dance and for studies). resolutions........well......... i haven't given it much thought since i'm always too tired by the time i'm free to think about it. hopefully the challenges in the coming year would not drown me. i can already see the storm clouds in the distance. and they're heading towards me. haha. hopefully this ship wouldn't sink. haha.
kind of battered now. after SYF rehearsals and that fateful ballet lesson, i just want to have a long, good rest. listen to all the ballads on my computer, read some books, dance a little, study a little, write a little. go catch up with my old frens, have fun with my current frens, make new frens. i guess that's exactly what i have been doing these holidays. i must say that it has been a fulfilling one, although i was terribly homesick. but well, life goes on. have to continue to ride in the choppy seas and pull through the storms.
life's not so bad. blessings are always present. =)
1) going home for CNY!!!
2) NO Aristal!!! *which means we may be able to go for UK trip if it's not cancelled yet*
3) mum's here! = no housework+ shopping + good food + moral support + no more homesickness + family quality time =D
that's all for now. think i'm going to freeze to death (although it isn't raining yet) cold feet. unhappy feet ><