Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 7:59 pm
new quote of the day:
每个人都知道自己有一天会死去，还不是一样地过日子？
random rantings of the day:
diarrhoea. bleah. haven't tasted rice in days. shall go and devour some nice wholesome food soon.
just a thought...
10 things i would do if i have 1 week left to live:
1) watch sunrise or sunset on my last day (whichever is available)
2) go back to indonesia and be with my family
3) go to the indonesian countryside where the air is nice and fresh with my family
4) take a family photo (with all of my relatives)
5) will all my money to Kim for her to set up SilKim Haven for Strays
6) go for ballet lessons everyday with Elaine (even if i'm dying and my body can't take lessons)
7) have a pre-funeral funeral (like the one in Tuesdays with Morrie)
8) watch new york city ballet, UK royal ballet, Bolshoi ballet, and get autograph of Evgenia Obrasztova.
9) fall in love with a hot guy (muahaha ><)
10) rent a pet dog for a few days from some1 (preferably a Papillon)
and if i die, pls burn me and scatter my ashes in the forest, not in the sea.
haha. don't think i can do all of these within one week. but seeing my family and taking a picture is enough. haha. the pre-funeral funeral is fun too =) dunno why i'm thinking about all these. no i'm not suicidal. just contemplating at the fragility of life and living.
yesterday, i had a bad dream when i was napping in the evening. i dreamt that someone committed suicide, spread arms and let fall from NJC compound (lol). i was so frightened when i got up. the dream seemed so real. was very very freaked out. then today, i heard a couple committed suicide at 5.30pm yesterday (when i was napping). this is bad, very bad.
went to bt timah hill on my own just now. the weather is fantastic. everything is so beautiful. the trees have grown a significant bit since I first went there when i was 9 years old. most of the time no1 was around me, felt quite free, like i was in heaven. haha. feel so refreshed after going up there. so nice to be surrounded by trees and all. feel like going there again soon.
i haven't done any of my homework. watched finish my lovely samsoon drama series. very entertaining. and somehow all the characters there are so irritating. esp the male lead. there is 'HIT ME' written on his forehead. see his face want to throw paper balls at him. haha. my sis thinks so too.
going out with sis tmrw =) all the way at Expo. -.-''' dunno wad's wrong with her. ah wells. have fun drg the so-called holidays people. i shall try to do some homework now. ciao!