Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 4:15 pm
never do things that will:
1) make you unhappy
2) make you regret
3) harm others and/or yourself
i'm the pro. i did all 3 in 1. oh wells. just have to live with it.
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need a desperate boost of self-confidence. can't seem to do anything right or do anything well. is it just my feeling or what? those things which i thought i was good at, i realised i wasn't good at it in any way. i think my self-confidence had been thrown away long ago, and i can't rmb when. haha. i think it has gone into the dustbin and been through the incinerator or something. can't seem to find it, or make another one. no inspiration to live life well. i just live this life, like that lor. lol.
went to call my dad yesterday. i shouldn't have done that. makes me miss him even more. thank goodness he's coming in october. that's something i can look forward to, or rather, the only thing i can look forward to. well at least now i know there's one person in this world who's actually supporting me even though he has no opportunity to show it.
and so the day goes on....