Friday, September 08, 2006 @ 7:28 pm
i have not yet
1) finished my MI essay
2) started studying for prelims
3) started doing chem ws
4) started on IH
so stressed >< rahhhhh. i'm getting multiple symptoms of stress. haiz.
there's something wrong with the washing machine, it kinds of makes a lot of noise. must wait for my mum to come and fix it.
my mum's coming, and there's a possibility that my dad may be coming too =) i miss my dad so so much........ he better come or he'll be giving me false hope again and i'll dao him =P haha. must find good ice cream places to bring him too. maybe ben and jerry's or some gelato. haha. =D really really hope my dad can come. he can teach me chinese too! =D
so sick of people coming and going, coming and going. one minute u're best frens, the next minute u look at each other as if u were strangers. one minute u're frens, then more than frens, then hardly even frens. it's weird how u are actually still talking to people who are not so close to u after u know them for a long period of time, and not even talking to people who u used to be very close to. so it's best not to be too close to people, coz u'll eventually lose that friendship. they say it's better to have just a few very close friends than many friends. i'd say that it's better to have many friends who are close to u but not so close than have a few very close frens only. coz ultimately, u wun be so close to ur close fren anymore and by the time u realise that, u realise that there's hardly any other frens around you. maybe people might say this is the cowardly way out. but i guess it's just how a heart is slowly turning into stone. haha. it's so sad how friendships are so quick to come, even faster to go. friendships are so fun and beautiful, yet all good things have to come to an end.
everything is so transient in this world, nothing is everlasting. even we ourselves change over time. and it's frightening how quickly things and people come and go in this living world. it's hard to seek faith and have hope. but i guess all of us have to bear with it. the best thing of being a butterfly is that u live beautifully then die quickly and beautifully. note that beautiful is not the same as pretty or hot. beautiful have this connotation that one's beauty comes from within. so it's better if u compliment someone to be beautiful than to be pretty. haha.
guess that's all for now. =) have fun with the assignments.