Tuesday, July 18, 2006 @ 4:59 pm
sian...........................................................
it's back to homework, cca and ballet. haha. my life is back to its boring rhythm.
today is a weird day. dunno y i not high and hyper anymore.
dunno y i super sad today. rawr. maybe it's the tsunami again.
and i feel like eating a lot of stuff. haha. like ice cream, chips, fries and dunno wad crap. i gonna get fat =D haha.
heh i'm tired of life. how dumb can life get? it's no wonder that no human ever survive handling studies, career, family, friends, interest, money, lover, etc. all at the same time. wad am i talking about? no1 survives living. we all die. haha. buddhist teachings say that life on earth is full of hardship and bitterness. i can't agree more =D haha. i wonder wad happens when u can't feel the pain anymore. when u live everyday with this emptiness in your heart, are u still considered as living a life? is the feeling of numbness a feeling? haha. i'm contradicting myself. but it doesn't matter, does it? =D living is a tiring job. i should die more often =D
oh yeah, i'm in love with this super hot guy, Hrithik Roshan. he is so super good-looking lar. haha. kim, bingxin and i are totally in love with him after watching his movie. he has this beautiful, beautiful eyes that are caramel-coloured. haha. very very niceeeeeeeeeeee =D there's this indonesian actress with the same eye colour. and she's so pretty tooooo. =D haha. and i'm NOT guy-crazy. i'm just Roshan-crazy =D haha.
i pray for my fellow indonesians who have once again become the victims of the terrible tsunami. tears and heartbreak can no longer describe the pain. but i pray for a calm Earth, and pray that you will be able to gain hope and begin a new life. i hope that every single one of you will walk in faith, even though the daylights may seem to have deserted you. lmcb