Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @ 5:01 pm
guess it's time to stop being sian and bored. guess it's time to start doing something meaningful, or at least fulfilling. though i dunno wad to do, i guess i can start looking for something to do. am thinking of writing again. guess it has been quite a while since i wrote anything seriously. has been a while since i stories which i could indulge myself into, or poems that are kinda dumb.
not that i yield any good writing... but they're just for fun... haha. no talent to write. i guess for most of the stuff i do i have only interest but no talent. oh wells. well at least i can show my parents that i'm doing something and not slacking all the time. nah i'm not lazy, but i have just lost the motivation to live. kinda tired of this boring life. even any drama that happens doesn't interest me anymore. all things are dumb. to think i have a lot of life left to live. heh if a car bangs me down right now, i wouldn't mind =D and no i'm not suicidal. just damn tired of life.
it's a teenager thing, is it? a lot of people are kinda sian. and all we can say is: sian, boring. there's no motive in life. it's like u just study and mug all the time. even if u do have an ambition, u can hardly see a glimmer of the gold. and u just live each day like the last and the next. how can adults live through all these? it must be hard to live to be 80, considering that it's so hard to live to be 16. haha.