your light will shine when all else fades
Saturday, July 15, 2006 @ 7:59 pm
finally.......thank you jacqueline, thank you thank you thank you. you dunno how much thanks i have in my heart. after 2 years in chinese dance, i'm finally enjoying the dance lessons. i actually WANT to go for CCA. that's a great miracle. haha. all these suggestions and efforts...they are finally working. i hope this continues, and we can excel in SYF together =D next year's SYF gonna be my 1st and last. better do it well. haha.
went for SCGS dance concert. they are super pro lar. oh my goodness. i was very impressed (for the ballets) they are really good. haha. i enjoyed the contemp dance with the rose petals falling all over the place and the pas de deux. haha. i heard frm elaine that Attitude is starting a contemp dance class. and the teacher is about my age (!!!!!!!!!) my goodness... pro people are just pro. from france too... wahhh..... feel like going to take the class. haha. i miss modern dance a lot =D
elaine says that we're all getting stronger and that we're working very hard. but why is it that i can't feel it? is she actually referring to me? maybe she's referring to my classmates. feel that i'm super horrible. i can still 4get my steps. wad's wrong with me lar. i try to concentrate on something else and then i will forget the steps. i have a lousy brain. and i dun even noe if i'm even getting stronger. i think i only get fatter. haha. is it that i dun try hard enough or is it because i'm trying too hard? i dunno lar. argh. i'm afraid i wun be allowed to take exams. haiz. i've got a lot to improve on.... =( lousy people are lousy. what to do?
i just hope things will improve. and hopefully we can all dance like the professionals