Saturday, May 27, 2006 @ 10:42 am
soon i'll be going home =)
i miss my dad sooooooooooooooooo much....
sometimes i can't even bear to talk to him on the phone. becoz after a while tears will come to my eyes... haha. i feel so dumb. oh, and i'll be one day late for his birthday..... garrrhhhh
want to get him something today.
dunno wad to give him.
i wish i can show him my grades, give him a straight A GPA or something.
but of course, i can never do that...
i want to do a lot of things for my parents.
they may not be perfect parents, but i admire them for what they do.
it's so hard to be a parent... and especially bringing up 4 kids all at once.
haha. they work so hard for everything...
told me so many times to study hard so i wun have a hard life like them.
and i take their words seriously.
i want to work hard to give them a good life.
bah i dun care if i have to suffer for them to have a good life.
becoz that's wad they did for me and i want to repay them back for all they did for me. they deserve a break =) esp my mum, who has worked since 7 years old till now. like literally work...
noone understands why my mum is so hard on me, noone understands why i'm being pushed so hard by my whole family. i dun think anyone will... most will just think that they are being bossy and stuff. but u guys dun understand, even if i have explained a thousand times, why they are that way.
i dun mind it becoz i know the reason why. and i'll work hard becoz they worked hard for me.