Thursday, May 18, 2006 @ 11:04 pm
i'm super pissed.
i dunno y i have to do everything.
while some1 is sleeping now.
and i have to bother about stall decor, publicity, set-up of the game, the budget, the shifts, the prizes, and EVERY other shit that the damned funtasia wants from me.
it's not as if i have nothing else to do.
and it's not as if that just becoz i'm pissed i'm not going to bother abt it and juz go sleep.
hello, i'm organising everything ALONE. and i'm PISSED. BUT i still make the effort to ask ppl to do stuff. still make the effort to tell ppl to buy stuff. still make the effort to make the prizes myself. still make the effort to get the materials. still make the effort to make the stuff needed.
and i still bother to think on what can be done with the present screwed up circumstances.
the cca got a whole grp of ppl to do the stall. and the class? only 2 ppl. minus one now.
thank goodness got other NICER people who are willing to help.
dammit la. why is it that everyone is always shifting the responsibilities to me?
why is it that i'm doing everything when others dun do anything?
what if one day i decide to NOT DO ANYTHING and i shift the responsibilities to another person? HAHA. then u'll learn. then u'll learn.
i'm sry. even if it's my good friend, i'm still angry. and maybe it's because that it's my good friend, i'm VERY angry. i'm damn tired of this. nxt time i'm not going to entrust anyone anything. might as well do everything all by myself. it gets done faster.
AND MY DAMNED COMPUTER HAS TO CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ASSH*LE.
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO THIS GODDAMN THING HAS TO CRASH? WHY DOES MSN HAVE TO DIE AT THIS TIME.
CURSE THE WORLD. CURSE MY LIFE. CURSE HELL. CURSE HEAVEN. CURSE EVERYTHING.