Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 8:15 pm
effects of dance...
1) badly bruised kness
2) slight abrasion on knees
3) painful body
4) tired body
5) *yawn*
haha. my knees are officially dead. super painful now. gonna have big patches of blue-black tmrw *wince* all that we do for dance. but it's worth it in the end =) hope things will go well.
thanks yun hsiu for giving me the first word of praise i've ever heard in numerous months.
i juz can't help it if i suck at dance. disappointed in myself.
and well some1 had to ruin my perfectly perfect day ytd. it was almost perfect coz i went to the beautiful wonderful fantastic esplanade library. indulged in the dance books with the s'pore river at my back. and had nice conversations abt everything in life.
then some1 juz had to ruin it. maybe it's not on purpose. but... haiz... leave me alone...
i've become more sensible now... and i'm determined to remain this way... dun make me falter...
=(
anyway... juz a question in mind... if u noe that u're going to die tmrw... wad's the 1st thing will u do now? i'm not going to say 'then why are u not doing it now?' coz i noe we all have our own problems and stuff like that.
but i guess... i'll call my parents 1st... then i'll call my frenz... then i'll watch sunrise... then lie on my bed reflecting abt my life... and wait for death to claim me...
haha. i'm surprised that i didn't say i'm going to dance. wooops. =X but if i were to die tmrw and i dunno it... some1 pls bury me. i dun want to be cremated. either that or dump me in the forest. i wouldn't mind either. coz i believe in going back to the soil. lol. dumb la... but that's wad i think. =)
this morning at 3 am, an ambulance drove past my house with its sirens blaring. it startled me. i woke up and heard it go past my hse. it felt as if i had just awakened from a nightmare. it sucks. i hate sirens from fire engines and ambulances. especially ambulances. (oh and i dun use the word hate a lot) i juz dun like those sirens. i guess they mean that something serious has happened. and i dun like to think what exactly. and i have bad experiences with ambulance. every time a wailing ambulance or engine drive by, i'll pray for the victim to be safe. i dunno if i prayed this morning. but i have a feeling i did pray. i dno y.... those sirens scare me =(