Thursday, March 30, 2006 @ 8:31 pm
1. woke up earlier than usual for dance
2. rushed to iron clothes and pack bag.
3. drank a mouthful of water and left home for school
4. got stuck in a damned jam.
5. late for dance. 'hurry up!' 'hurry up!' (as if i wasn't hurrying enough)
sorry i dun have parents AND/OR maid AND/OR sisters to help wake me up, iron my clothes, make breakfast and send me in a car. as if i didn't try hard enough to go early. DAMMIT I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING ON MY OWN OKAY!
6. AK sucks. she's the rudest, most unreasonable and my most hated teacher ever.
if u want to borrow a table can't u have the BASIC COURTESY to ASK? even ms wong asked, but u said 'no i dun think they're using it.' without waiting for me to reply. fine, i SHUT UP.
7. went home and saw that the children's home ppl replied my e-mail in a friendly manner and gave me a contact number, was happy that we were finally getting somewhere.
8. so i called. they told me to call back in one hour's time.
9. so i waited. then i called.
10. the damned person said, "sorry can't arrange for any more visitors. thks." -hungs up- DAMMIT CAN'T U WAIT FOR ME TO SAY SOMETHING?! what is the world coming to? staff of WELFARE SOCIETY is so damned RUDE. wad can i say? meteorite hit this cursed earth.
like as if SPCA didn't hang up on me. like as if the dogs made me wait for more than a week for their reply.
11. damn angry, damn stressed, went to cry.
i cried today. happy?! can't the world just spare me one day in which ONE thing goes right?
i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate this world.
y do i even exist?
to suffer?
then why do i bother to live?
i want to see my dad.
i want to see that one day we can have a family reunion.
i want to see one day when my parents are not slogging hard for me.
i want to see my siblings happily married.
then i'll die.