Thursday, January 26, 2006 @ 9:20 am
feel super irritated with myself. i'm like the most useless fool in the world. curse myself lar. like dunno wad's wrong with me. juz too caught up with school work and all that shit, and i neglect so many things around me. feeling damn bad. ex-classmate's dad passed away recently. and i have no clue abt it until now when i finally checked my e-mail. and today i think her family is going to cremate him alr. i feel super stupid. y didn't i check my inbox earlier?! haiz.
even worse, vanessa is leaving us. this time she's not coming back to school. and she only told us ytd. and it's her last day of sch. haiz. argh. and we didn't prepare anyth for her coz it was juz so abrupt. and today supposedly discussing with the class wad to do for her, and i'm supposed to help out for the ip preview photo-taking thingy. and i'm SICK. sh*t. curse my immune system lar. arghhhhhhhh. damn pissed.
