Monday, December 12, 2005 @ 6:57 pm
i juz returned from dance rehearsal. hahax. we went thru the whole of the nutcracker. it was like so super good i wanted to faint from all the niceness. ><>< bet with all the costumes and lightings everything will be like so super nice =DD so happy. hahax.
oh and i juz realised how super bad and retarded i am for grade 6 ballet. seriously, i'll be so super happy if i can juz pass lor. i'm like so super retarded okay. i dun noe the exercises and i was like doing every single thing wrongly. and becoz i was so busy trying to follow the sequence, i didn't work my muscles and had no expression. i'm so horrible!!!!!!!!!! >< i'm quite dissapointed in myself becoz this is like the only grade in which i'm such a total retard. i can't even do the simplest exercises properly. i dunno how i'm gg to train in 3 mths. and worse, i have no more classes for the rest of the year! i gonna die!!! i'm so freaked out that i wun pass in march or april. and i dun have the music for the exercises. and i dun understand most of the stuff written in the book. so how am i gonna train? once a week is like super not enough!!! i'm willing to go for ballet every single day to polish up my stuff but coaching haven't started.... other ppl already noe all the stuff by now and we're still at the 1st few exercises. i'm so scared. i dunno where all my confidence went. i'm dead.