Sunday, November 27, 2005 @ 9:50 pm
i'm sickkkk!!! =( so lucky sia. 2nd day i'm here i fell sick.
coz singapore is so cold while indo is so hot. come here experience sudden change in climate. bleah. now my head still hot hot de. haiz. hope i still can dance =DD
so obsessed even tho' it's like chao painful =DD hahaha. grade 6 is so urm exhausting.
dunno can pass not. 1st lesson kena corrected a lot by the teacher. omg. like we did 20 plies and 30 turns. my ankles hurt like anything. i tot they were going to drop off.
i wonder wad pointe work will feel like. lol.
december performance i not gonna dance nutcracker, juz the et cetera part. lol.
but it's so fun lar. it's modern dance!!! hope n pray it's something like ms chan's kind. hehex.
dunno if i can catch up but i'll try extra hard. =DD
dance schedule for december a bit too good to be true. dance from tuesday to saturday. at least 2 hrs per lesson. got nj dance camp which will make me miss my modern dance practice. argh... dunno lar. trying so hard to catch up. it's like i'm right at the back now lar. =(( haiz.
nvm i shan't give up!!!! =DD hmph >< gonna start this tuesday. hope n pray it'll be fine =S
and i gained so much weight i'm like super fat now and my hair's horrid coz mum forced me to thin it and it's too thin to be tied up into a bun *cries*
i shall: go on diet
hope n pray my hair will grow in 3 weeks
work extra extra hard to catch up on everything
eat more vitamin c so i wun collapse and die
haiz. not used to living here yet. this morning woke up to the chirping of the birds.
i dun believe it, i miss the heavy traffic noise back home and all the cars n vehicles n wadsoever beeping at the road. miss saying good nite to my parents. miss the food. miss my maid. miss my dear darling cousins and my wonderful super cute niece. miss bullying my bro and the hamsters!!!! i wanna read the comics all over again and play at the arcades and help out at the shop and wadever that i can do there.
the last day i was there, i actually shouted at my mum =( hahax. so so exasperating. my parents are so busy everyday and they always say it's hard to be a busy person. isn't it so much harder to be the child of busy people? they leave us to be busy people. leave us to work and work and work.
sometimes i dun freaking care whether or not i can study in singapore. ppl think i'm lucky to be studying here. sure i'm lucky and i appreciate that, that's y i work hard. and my parents' frenz ask "where is better? indo or singapore?" before i can even reply, most of them had already answered for me, "surely singapore is better rite?" most of the time i juz say, "both the same to me." sometimes i wanna scream, "wad's so good of having no parents???" they have noooo idea...
last lap now. 3 years i gonna go into uni. get bachelors arnd 6 years from now. parents say they'll retire when i'm done with bachelors =) then yeah they gonna sell the shop and come here to retire. =) then yay we'll be together. at last.