Sunday, October 02, 2005 @ 7:58 pm
wah. finally blogger has a 'compose' box and i can like finally blog. haha.
my eyes half watching charlie's angels now. they chao cool la.
i love their long powerful legs lar. lucy liu is chao good man. *admires*
haha. think that charlie is so old-fashioned lar, communicate by one measly speaker only.
should have like this stereo system then it'll look nice =X haha
anywaez, been mugging like heaven this weekend and i only finished 3/4 of is1105 n 80+ idioms. and the reward i have is like these huge eyebags under my eyes and stratovolcanoes erupting on my face. hiks.
wooohoo now the racing part. reminds me a bit of balloon car which refuses to go straight. this is so freaking cool man a car juz got destroyed on the streets. that's 2 now. =( aiyoh the bird almoz got knocked down!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh baddie fell from suspension bridge. shiokk man. LOL. hey i want a balloon car like that!!! =X
haha. last night i got horrible dreams man. i so freaked out, woke up at 11pm sweating like a buffalo. i dreamt that i was harrassed by this super scary-looking guy who looks like a terrorist. and he was asking me funny questions over my phone. i saw his face on my phone lar!!!! damn freaked out. in my dream got my laptop next to me and he was harrassing me from msn too!!! arghhhh. then i was like calling some1 for help but that terrorist keep on calling me and i can't make a call. i was going to scream then i felt like these vibrations and i woke up. ok it was my phone. some1 msged me and thank goodness that thing woke me up or i dunno wad will happen to me in that dream.
i woke up and went out of the room and saw my sis watching jackie chan movie. saw horses dying and things collapsing then i went to her n said, 'sis i juz got a nightmare. dun wanna go back to sleep' and that tv freak told me to go back to sleep lar and continued watching the chairs collapsing and jackie flying around like a dunno wad. still semi-conscious, i went back to sleep (why oh why?!)
my gosh lucy liu is my new female idolllll she rawks man. hahaha. so violent too she's wonderful in black hahaha. black rocks man. the coolest gals on earth they damn flex (in the movie)
k anyway, so i went back and hugged my bolster so tight coz i was super scared and terrorised by that terrorist who terrorised me in my dreams. guess wad my sandman gave me, yet another bad dream. this time it was gangrene. argh freako!!! this time i was in a hospital as a nurse or something. then this guy came in with his lower legs folded and bound to his thighs so that he can't walk. they said he broke a bone or something. then the doctor opened up the bandage and i saw these chubby baby legs with scratches and some black gross stuff on them (i suspect that's the gangrene) i think i almoz puked or someth and then thank goodness i woke up and it's morning *phew*
the worst thing i fear about nightmares is being unable to wake up from it.
eepz i dun like this drew barrymore got caught. oh nooooooo. ok i go do my spire le. sigh, thank goodness nxt year no more spire =))
i pray that as many survivors as possible can be found from the debris of the 2nd bali bombing and that terrorists will come to a realisation that the lives they are taking are not only those whom they hate, but also fellowmen like themselves. is it worth to take so many lives and let the blood of others flow into an ocean of sickly blood juz to prove your stand? i dunno if these people are terrorists or freedom fighters or wadever u call them. as long as murder is committed, one should never be forgiven.
i fear even more for my city, in which a church near my parent's branch suffered a bomb attempt. i'm utterly speechless when i heard of the incident from my mum today. how safe are we from these bombings? how safe are those we love? muz u force the world to live in constant fear? i may be here but most of what i have is there. wad's the point of living if most if not all that i have are gone? i would rather have myself bombed together with my family than to live alone.
and hey i pass by that church almost every day when i'm in surabaya. so do my brother, my sisters, my parents, my parents' employees, my cousin who juz became a mum and her husband. not to mention my other relatives who go there often to shop and drop by our shop. how about my mum's friend and her family in the shop downstairs, and the people we got to know who work in the mall? what if the mall got bombed, what if the shop is razed to the ground like years ago? i hate the world.