Saturday, October 29, 2005 @ 7:34 pm
dunno y i keep on blogging.
am online doing nothing, juz waiting for ppl to come online so i can chat with them. haha. how stupid of me. dunno lar. juz feeling nothing. not looking forward to tmrw and not wanting to stay either. =X
it's so difficult to have two homes and two lives. my heart and mind are practically split into two.... sometimes it's so hard to decide which is more impt or which is more beautiful.
when my mum's frenz ask me to choose the better one-- singapore or indo, i'll juz reply, both are the same to me. actually they are totally different. but both lives are as important to me. am i confusing u peeps? sigh. sometimes i dunno wad i'm feeling either.
here, i have dance, frenz, studies, sisters.
there, i have parents, brother, cousins, nieces, grandparents
seems that my life will never be whole. 2 pieces.
will miss u guys.
