Sunday, September 25, 2005 @ 11:17 pm
i realised that it's time to stop whining and learn how to appreciate my life instead.
i'm grateful for the immense amount of work as i will then not have to idle and fuss around with nothing.
i'm thankful for the existence of the word 'stress' in my life as i'll then be able to stretch my abilities to the limit and at the same time learn how to cope with stress.
i love mugging because it takes my mind off things and all the bad stuff don't seem to matter anymore.
i'm happy that i am able to go into a sound sleep every night, tired but certainly happy for the bed under me and the blanket on me.
i appreciate my frenz who never fail to brighten my day with their jokes and infectious laughter and give me the courage and determination to get out of bed and face the day.
i love my many 'brothers', 'sisters','lesbians' for supporting me whenever i'm down and helping me to pick myself up.
i thank my parents for putting me here in singapore for studies because i have learnt to be extremely independent and am able to enjoy luxuries that others in indonesia might not have.
i have wonderful and funny sisters who care about me enough to reprimand me when i'm bad and naughty. they give me encouragement, joking, laughing and crying with me and give me parental love and concern that i am almost devoid of.
i love the housework that i do because not only will mopping the floor make me sweat and burn some fats(haha), they teach me how to live and survive should i be alone one day. at the same time, it makes camps seem a lot easier.
i'm happy that i'm able to dance because i noe that many do not have the opportunity to and i'm grateful for my dance teachers who have taught me numerous life's lessons that i'll always remember. dance has also allowed me to have a passion and make me a different person altogether.
getting a mental block now. but one thing is clear: i'm grateful for my life and all that's in it.
tomorrow will be a brand new day and things will be better.