Saturday, September 24, 2005 @ 10:16 pm
damn stress.
my brain and life so freaking full of work and more work and more housework until i gonna explode.
it's bad enough i got so many projects and so many test and a hundred more other homework.
then that stupid arts appreciation crap have to come in.
fine i was happily doing the script.
then this whole bunch of incosiderate ppl come and bug me for the script.
pls lor i already spend so many hours doing it.
while u guys are mugging maths i'm rushing the damned script.
can u all be more considerate?
dammit. next time i dun wanna help when i'm busy myself. since everyone is selfish, y shud i be so damned generous. u have ur life, i have mine too.
now i damn no mood to do work and damn no mood to go to school anymore.
becoz i get bombarded by damn stupid questions of some things that i dun wanna mention.
and i have to face ppl that i dun wanna see.
i dun wanna be nice anymore.
becoz i find that being nice will only make u get more bullied.
and being nice will only disadvantage urself.
and ppl dun appreciate ur niceness, but abuse and betray u instead.
sometimes, u even wonder y can't u be a bit more evil and selfish and have the heart to really dao ppl instead of always getting dao-ed by others over and over again.
being nice is not so good after all. btw, dun ever trust others, esp big mouths.
*sry for the excessive use of 'damn'. i use that word becoz i dun want to use the harsher ones.