Thursday, August 25, 2005 @ 1:19 pm
yesterday was one of the worst cca practices i ever had.
i wonder if this problem can ever be solved.
everything is just wrong. and i mean everything.
can't find any more passion to dance. sometimes i juz feel like giving it all up.
but i have come thus far, i dun want to give up something that i have build up all these years.
yet, i can't find any more motivation and i can't burn the passion.
i doubt things will improve much.
and i dun wish to compare anymore, it'll juz make us all even more depressed.
thank goodness that i treasured those wonderful times i had last time when i felt like a dancer.
who noes, i may never be able to dance again.
dance is a passion, it isn't an activity.
u wun get it. feel it.
