Friday, August 19, 2005 @ 6:43 pm
yayye. finally friday is over =)
today is like running a marathon, with a painful hip joint...
had to go to sch early today to chiong the IS1104 project.
found out that:
- the centrioles and the smooth ER are not done yet
- we have not started on the poster
- one of the most important documents haven't been printed yet.
i was so pissed and angry i didn't even say a word.
by the time for assembly, i only completed the smooth ER.
i dunno how to do the stupid centriole, which i have been bugging someone every single day to do and who did not do even until today.
and then had to run drg PE and my joint was really damn pain, but who cares.
i skipped lunch and did the poster again.
i was already late for lecture but i didn't care.
was on the brink of crying as i pasted double-tape on the cut-outs.
i was damn angry and upset lar.
then, realised that had to pay for obs today.
didn't bring money.
had to go all the way home to take the money.
fine. fine.
THEN, i had to print 14 pages of information for another grp who did not print due to communication problems. i wonder what the heck is technology for. print then print lor.
worse thing is that my hse no more A4 paper lar.
i was so fed up when they asked me to cut my A3 coloured paper.
as if i damn free lar. then i shouted that i had to meet mr tan too!!!!!
i wonder why i'm so nice to actually cut that damned paper and print out for them.
in the end i had to run all the way back to school, pass them the project then go run to LT3 to meet mr tan to pay for obs.
then run back to class to finish up the stupid poster.
then run to physics lab to hand up the project.
then run to bt batok to withdraw money.
and finally finally i returned home.
lucky i didn't have to go to serene centre to interview, although i would really love to.
and lucky my frenz helped me to distribute the survey.
so freaking tired now lar.
this sux man. why are all my fridays so unlucky de?
every friday either something unlucky happened to me, or i have to chiong all my work.
sometimes i think i'm too nice le. wad for do so much for a group who dun give a damn for the work. and why muz i print out stuff for other grps and not accept their offer to pay me back or give back paper. i have to learn to say 'no' and learn not to help so much in project works. i never get any kindness back in return anyway, juz plain exhaustion. sigh, i guess i'll never learn to be not nice, coz i'll feel guilty, which is a worse feeling than being exhausted.
i'm freaking tired of projects. really really tired.
i havta keep on working with slackers and last minute workers until i want to puke already. i can't even remember my groupings anymore! i almost forgot who is in my geog grp, i forgot who are in my humanities grp! the only grp i remember is my SPIRE grp. -.-
and when all these rushing seems to be ending this week, we are kindly informed that we'll have yet another group project and 3 essays to do. thank you teachers. i love you. happy teacher's day.