Monday, April 18, 2005 @ 8:09 pm
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sis going back indo tmrw.
feel so sad, i can't go back.
in self-denial.
i want to scream at my mum so bad, but i noe i can't.
feel so frustrated.
y muz i live this life?
dammit.
they think i'm leading a good life.
but wad kind of life is good if it is like this?!
sometimes i wonder y can't i juz lead a normal life like anyone else.
ppl ask me y dun the whole family juz move here?
u think i dun want mer?!
u think i like this kind of life?
u think i looove packed food?
even if the food is nice i also want to PUKE
i dun think i'm going back this yr at all.
wadever.
anyway they dun care anymore.
so wad if i dun go back.
they'll juz say to my relatives, 'she likes it better there.'
i want to screaaaaaaam at those idiots!!!!!
I HATE IT HERE.
I WANT TO GO BACK.
I WANT TO GND.
U IGNORANT IDIOTS!!!!!
I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U
