your light will shine when all else fades
Monday, November 01, 2004 @ 2:14 pm
gosh, guess who i met today.
my pri sch best fren, cheryl soh.
i met her in orchard on the way home, lugging my usual cold storage plastic bags.
she couldn't recognise me anymore.
haha, she looked soooooooo shocked.
she's a fine lady now, all grown up and so beautiful.
and i sorta miss her too.
this is the 1st time i met her since i graduated frm pri. sch
haven really lost her contact nos, but juz didn't tok to her much.
and she reminded me of someth i'm really afraid of, that of forgetting.
i'm so afraid to forget the people i know, the people i love so.
i don't want to meet someone on the streets, only to ask, "um... who are you?"
happened to me once, and i definitely don't want to ask that question another time.
it's so saddening.
that's why i'm quite afraid of leaving nanyang.
i'm afraid to forget, all of a sudden, so many people are leaving me, and i'm leaving so many people.
am really really scared.
somebody please knock me into a coma, i don't want to wake up anymore.
sigh, if i hadn't called her, wad would happen?