Saturday, October 16, 2004 @ 5:31 pm
made a new blogskin, this time is about dance.
the idea of a dance theme was actually frm pj.
she was telling me abt this enchanting aura backdrop of a musical box ballerina.
so i thought it would be good to do a blog with a dance theme.
this blog is quite a difficult one to do.
not technically (i took only 1 hr),
but choosing the picture was quite difficult.
i wanted something magical, that would bring out the beauty of dance.
browsed a couple 100 pictures, and finally decided on this two.
the main, big one i found it in my 1st 10 pages of pics in google.
there were some pictures that were really beautiful and all,
but they aren't expressive enough.
i tried to search for modern dance,
but it is too abstract and well-defined.
and i tried the grand jete (jump-split)
but they aren't floating enough.
i'm THAT picky. haha.
i tried for pointe, but the pictures were not very nice.
haha.
the main pic that i used, i dunno which dance it was from.
but i think it is something really beautiful.
it's like someone is lifting you and taking you to the skies.
the dancers seem so light, as if they are floating.
i know this seems so titanic-ish,
but it's really magical and lovely.
the 2nd pic,
i think it is nice as well,
but the meaning will never be as deep as the other pic.
but the dancers seems to be flying and looks so free.
^_^
actually, i wanted to do the dance theme to inspire me a bit.
i'm on the verge of giving up dance.
not becoz i'm sick of it or anything.
but becoz i love dance too much.
i mentioned before that my mom is making me stop the ballet grades.
and only now the sadness comes,
my emotions are abit slow,
must be my pms.
haha.
and i want to give it up becoz i see no point juz dancing in sch.
i noe sch is better than outside one (tchr)
but it's juz so sudden.
i still want to dance and at least get certs.
perform more and all.
at least let me change the place, dun stop me frm dancing outside sch.
haiz.
and i noe that i am never going to have anyth to do with animals in the future.
my path has been laid out in a line, by my family.
so bye bye to my happiness.