Monday, October 11, 2004 @ 10:03 pm
am finally brought to a sudden realisation.
time really flies. not saying wad the year is over.
but i heard frm the tv that it's the 2nd anniversary of the bali bombings.
am wondering why ppl are hurting their own race---- the human race.
if aliens see us waging war with each other, what would they think of us?
won't that make earth a more vulnerable planet for them?
sometimes i wonder why there is such cruelty in this world.
fine, i claim i'm a sadist. but there is humanism in me as well.
and i really cry over these 'stupid' stuff.
i see people being kidnapped, i see people being killed.
i see people being bombed.
but i can't do anything abt it, sometimes feel so helpless in this world.
maybe i am just a burden, i don't know, the world i'm living in...
i can't take it.
maybe i'm capable of killing as well, but it really hurts me to actually see a human dying under the murderous weapon of the human heart.
